Re: feeling jealous and envious.. gone suicidal
Ozair one thing, a lot of peopel go through similar things.. maybe not at the same degree, but starting out anywhere.. new course, new school, new job... it feels relatively the same. That everyone is looking at you... everyone is staring at u...
Maybe approach some people in ur class.. or if ur sitting next to someone in a leture.. ask them what they think of the course.. just strike up a conversation.. doesnt have to be a serious one.. just to break the ice...
It seems all very daunting in the beginning.. but it gets easier once uve made the first move. Hey, u can even talk about video games? why not.. ? :)
Where abouts are you? In Pakistan?