Extreme depression!!!! want to talk it out...

Re: Extreme depression!!! want to talk it out…

Thanku… but this is true… i cannot quit in the last year… its the year which will determine my future… i cant back away just like that… im going to the therapist but as i said i cant seem to tell her too bcz she will laugh at my childish probs… because thre is not one or 2. They r many… she is just like normal people… i told one of my friends that i go to a therapist… nd now he only talks about the therapy and looks me in a weird way all the time… even though he gives me hope and courage but he talks about my depression and stuff like that… i dont like that… if i tell my fathr he will scold me and say that these are no probs.. ur a fool thinking about them… the world does it why cant u… if i tell my mom she will react weirdly with me… she is going to tell to all of her family members about this and then everyone will keep on asking me about this… she will never ever leave me out of her sight then… since they r doctors so they will likely send me to physco hospital and keep me under clinical observation… i dont want any of that… im sorry for such a long message.