I saw my 'ex' with his wife and kids when passing by with my husband. Its been ages since he left me to marry the girl of his mother's choice and I havent thought much about him even though I havent forgotten him totally either.
When I saw him so happy with his family something happened to me. I didnt know how to react. I just passed by with my husband and didnt look at them while his wife was standing there giving me the look (she knows about me cuz his mother had told her mother before settling their rishta) so I really dont get it why she gives me that look whenever she sees me. She knew about me when she said yes and I havent had any contact with him since he left so she doesnt have anything to fear from my side at least.
Ever since I saw him I have felt this disturbance inside me. I dont know what it is. I dont love him anymore.In fact I hate the way he treated me when our parents were involved in our rishta talk. and I hate the way he just left me cuz his mother lied to him about fake threats. but then why do I feel this disturbance? and I want to see him again and talk to him to let him know how bad he treated me.
But then I think that for what sake?
I love my husband. we have a perfect life together. we love each other and enjoy our life together.
why do I still have the need to meet x and tell him off and let go of my frustrations....its been 9 years....
he was my first love...i never thought i would meet someone else after him....i was pure in my intentions and actions but I guess he wasnt...
now i have a husband with a pure heart....someone i feel i have deserved.
how stupid to let this ruin my mood....
just letting off my frustration here on GS.....
Thats the problem with the woman, they don't have big hearts. What is your ex's wife trying to show?