dont want to go.

_RestLess · November 21, 2010, 5:48pm

Re: dont want to go.

okay so ive kind of said this time and again here, bascially my husband wants to go back to pak. and this was spoken about before the marriage, i agreed yada yada. now the time is closer i just dont want to go. he did try to be nice and patient and almost convinced me il be ok. for some reason im trying to delay it by saying lets go april, hes been saying march all along. and he wont understand why im saying april, i guess im just buying time.** i really just dont want to go**. in top of that im saying i have docs appointment for baby who will be nearly 6months by then inshallah, and hes like so what we can have those appointments in pak, …im actually lieing there are no appointments, its just me, im trying to buy time. he now got angry and told me mein sarr pei chargai houn, and was just being rude. he has no reason to go in march just that he wants to…he said he wanted to go back this august, as we had agrred, but i was due to give brth in sep, so we stayed, he wanted to go in january, but then he extended to march…i dnt understadn the big rush…i hate him right now.my anger levels from before marraige have returned, and my tears…our first fight for a very long time.feels like the bad old days again where we would argue almost weekly.

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