Disheartened with recent medical results

[eastern11]

Re: Disheartened with recent medical results

@Lostone1

I always wanted to marry my wife for the wrong reasons. We knew each other for a solid six years before we got married and you would think I would leave at any sign of incompatibility but I didn’t. In the end because I married her I realized I shouldn’t have. We are NOT compatible on a social, academic and emotional basis. I think at this point I am considering divorce not only because of the fertility issue but this is someone I don’t think I can grow old with and have my kids around. I totally take the blame that this was all my fault and in the end I will be blamed but everyday gets worse and worse with her. We fight, we don’t talk and our relationship is beyond repair. I can’t hold a conversation with her without her getting angry.

I wish I had made a more responsible decision but I didn’t and I do not want to continue the relationship as it will only strain the relationship further and cause further issues.

I understand I messed up her life…she could have been with a doctor and live a more comfortable life but in the end she chose me and we’ve had problems since day one…but everyday we just hate each other more. It is sad that we ignored the signs before marriage but this is what happens when you do in fact ignore the signs and get married in haste to appease family and to just have a partner.

You live in the U.S., don’t you? Being married to a doctor is not the cure of all ills!