Dilemma thats killing me

Re: Dilemma thats killing me

In all honesty, at this point in life, I want to know from a Pakistani Muslim perspective if how hard it would be if God Forbid I end this marriage before or after ruksati?

I want to ask my parents but like I said, they will freak out if I even mention the word divorce here.

Any ideas are super helpful so atleast I know what my options are. At this point, I want to make it all work but like some of you said, I might be in denial.