_Iraj
March 15, 2008, 11:30pm
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Re: Destined to be alone forever..
I’m really sorry to hear that Sabriya, my condolences. You’re a brave woman to have to cope with something like that at such a young age.I really do hope none of us have to go through life alone, it would be a sad existence.
For the people asking me to go back to her or make things up, I wish that were a possibility.She’s shunned me out of her life, partly because of my actions which I truly regret.She has somebody else now who can better deal with her circumstances and does not carry the emotional baggage I brought.I want her to be happy, it’s my misfortune that I never truly got a chance to make her happy and something I have to live with forever.
EM/GTG:Sorry, I personally think guys who get their moms to get them some paindu girl or in general a girl from Pak are losers. I am not a mama’s boy and will never ever be one. I simply refuse to be that kind of guy.I’ve always wondered about guys who get their moms to find them their brides, are they that useless or lack self-confidence to talk to a girl?. Our paki bros love it I guess because it involves no effort on their part and the girl’s there for the taking.I’ve had my parents involved in lots of aspects of my lives, but this is one area I want to keep them out of.
God is a very personal thing and I’ll be honest here, I am not religious or pray that often.So to turn to God now would be very hypocritical of me, I’d rather do it a time I’m ready, not now.
Cheegum:Yeah the pain won’t go away and it’s here to stay, the regrets, the loss, everything.I guess that’s why I come to GS, it just allows me to express what I feel with no strings attached.Expressing it makes the pain more bearable.
Once Hazrat Ali R>A said “aur main nay Allah ko apnay iradoon k tootnay say pehchana”