I feel so weak right now, I dont think i can live another day and the guilt of putting my family through this is even killing me more. They are planning a rukhsati and to tell them its not gonna happen i dont know. Maybe i should tell them and they will stop talking about him and making me feel even worse. I just dont know how. I havent been able to say it to myself let alone tell them. I dont know how to tell them. What to tell them.
oh lord i didnt know u are just nikaofied.........well in that case also its hard, i was nikaofied for 2 and a half years before i got rukhsat, there were times when there were major major fights........i could not ever think of leaving my husband, koz 1. i loved him and 2. even though i was nikaofied but i was MARRIED!to me there was no option.......but in ur case if things are worst then u can go ahead and tell ur parents how u feel, they will be a good guide for u..........another suggestion to u with my own experience would be that life after rukhsati is totally different than life when ur nikaofied and living with ur parents, things change and do get better when u start living together.....believe me! but do what u feel is the best.......good luck!