ok dayum. i think i have let go of a good rishta just because of my lack of decision making power n i think i got super nervous for things going too fast.
i feel really bad now :( nt that i felt it was the best thing that was happening to me but at the same time now that its not there i feel i was very stupid to not go for it and that i wl regret this all my life.
If it did not happen, it was NOT meant to happen. Don't feel bad about it. Agar koi cheez nahi milti tau samjho k Allah mian ne us se better cheeze rakhi hai aur jab sahi waqt ayay ga tab hi pata chalay ga.
yup ur rite! the fact that i was not ready for the rishta just yet is making me think if that caused me this but then i prayed to Allah and asked him to intervene since i was nt able to make my decision so maybe this is his way of handling this for me.
i wl take this as a learning experience n make sure im ready before getting into any other rishta.
ZK- I remember you asking about istikhara/guidance related to this rishta?
Allah has shown you that this rishta was not right for you at this time of your life :) have faith
Yup! that's the only comforting thing right now because i did precisely pray to Allah that if this is not good for me or even them please intervene in a way i don't have to be the only one saying no as i feel bad about it.
