Mall , thanks mate 
You know if it wasnt for hubby and kids I would immediately get back to work , I miss working but I also know how i felt when mum was away and under no circumstances will I get my kids to feel that way.
Plus my hubby makes me feel alot more like a princess now that I am at home , all he wants me to do is take care of him and family and myself and make our home look like the perfect paradise .. and worry about nothing else … 
Life is suddenly alot better, I used to feel awful and useless when i first left work , wouldnt ask for a single penny from my hubby or father thinking I stopped earning I dont have the right to ask for money anymore ! I still feel like that sometimes but then hubby tells me , its his job to earn and my job to spend it wisely … and it makes me feel like i am on the top of the world … 