Re: cant stand the spouse anymore
if youre still begrudging him, it means you havent accepted his apology really. You need to talk this over with him calmly, and if it truly was his fault, then he needs to take corrective steps..inorder to restore your trust. He cant simply hurt you and then expect an apology will make everything better. It will take more than that to make sure it doesnt happen again.
if this is not resolved properly now, you can be sure it will cause resentment throughout your marraige and will pop up in even your minor conflicts again.