Re: Can I find a girl who hasnt had a pre marital
Firstly, There are so many people around with no past.
Secondly, As Madz124 stated, In islam its not permissible to ask about the past ofa potential.
The right thing to ask about is the potential spouse’s religion, character, and personality. In general, it is not permitted to talk about past sins or indiscretions.You sound religious, pious, you must have strong faith in Allah, Where is your faith now?!.Make your faith STRONG AND RESPECT THEIR HONESTY.
STOP meeting potentials in presence of thier walis, if you intend to confront them.Think about this, you met them, shared your views and got away.Your one freaking move made their life miserable, your behavior disappointed them, you shatterd their confidence, they have certain expectations.Maybe they have repented and they geniuely wish to start a new life.
I honestly think, You have not saved yourself its more like no girl ever found you attractive becasue of your attiude, you never had the chance.
Stop making pathetic excuses, finding flaws in people and be more rational.You are accountable for your deeds and let Allah SWT do the rest.
And then Satan said, “Put the ALPHABET in mathematics…”! 
The awkward moment when Paheli’s post looks like Sara516’s.