Being kaali pakistani

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Re: Being kaali pakistani

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I thank all so much from bottom of my heart..I was litrelly crying but you guys made me feel better…

Yes even i tried NC42 and it makes me look more dark,my skin is caramel kinda brown colour..I went to MAC and a i was matched to NC42 but i didnt believe her and instead took NC44 which made me look so kaali so i got exchanged it to NC40 which stil doesnt match my skin color..maybe its the undertones which isnt settling into my skin tone..

redvelvet, paheli..Yes maybe my MIL wasnt trying to hurt me but it makes me feel shes just trying to refer my colour like you know ur dark so dont pick any bold colour which wouldnt suit you…once she gifted me an heavy formal shalwarkameez for an Eid it was in purple and then i told her how i liked it and everyone complimented that it looks nice on me..then she goes “mujhey pata tha yeh rang aap par acha lagey ga kyun ke ek larki ko mene dekha tha usska rang bhi bilkul apke jaisa tha uss par bhi purple suit kar raha tha issliye mene yeh dress liya apke liye” i was litrelly heartbroken by this comment by her..

and the friend who told me i wont be able to make friends in London cause of my colour was only telling me about her cousin..and she knows how much i hate my colour so im sure she wasnt trying to let me down?!?!

My mum is light skinned but my dad is very dark and my siblings are lighter its just me who is born dark..my family doesnt call me kaali or make me feel that but sometimes my mum asks me to try some remedies at home which helps to lighten skin colour…BUT some of my rishtedaaar specially my mamu and mumanies(all of the mumani actually) they all live in Pakistan and teases me by calling “BLACK BEAUTY” and some of them even said i wont be able to get a rishta in Pakistan because of my colour..it’ll be really hard..but infact i did get some rishtas in Pakistan but i rejected them because i didnt want to think of getting married at that time (its about 3rys ago) My mamus really loves me but i dont know why they make fun of my colour? when they never did when i was a kid..just out of my understanding..also my granny sometimes say try to improve your rang even though she loves me the most in my family…it hurts when your apnay makes u feel really kaali about urself…

I know how you feel sigh.

I also have an unusual skin tone.Very yellow.

On a happier note. People think I am brazillian sometimes! which i love!