At my breaking point, I hate my mother.

[lethal_kamikaze]

Re: At my breaking point, I hate my mother.

@safinaz

I think one reason for my breaking point is that all my life, I have felt that God hates me and that he’s displeased with me because of how things have been with my mother. If she’s so unhappy with me, why would God listen to my prayers or anything. That’s why now I don’t even pray or make dua wholeheartedly because I feel as if it will never be accepted.

Pardon me dear but your thinking is wrong. Before you reach at this point, have u ever looked at your past? I mean have u ever thought about that today if you are feeling uncomfortable because of your mother, is still the same lady who suffered whole nine months carrying you before your birth and after that, till u grown up. Who knows how much she dishearten when others talked 'looks her daughter (you) looks ugly, attained age 1 and half year yet can’t walk nor uttered a single word etc., etc., She at that time tolerated such pointing because of her child (you) till u became to able to understand whats going around you. Have she ever complained to you about this?

All you said about her unbearable behavior, and if her own children won’t understand/bare her behavior then who else will going to do? When u were a kid, either you wanted or not she payed attention towards you, hold you in her arms, loved you, adored you, and now she came at this stage where she is expecting the same attention, love from you. So is it too much for you to give it her to back?

Meri baat maano, gussa jaany do, 2 rakat Nafl parho, Almighty Allah se dua maango or apni mom ko aik jadoo ki jhappi do Hope the things works out among you.