Is it better for me to stick with my BF or to get married to my cousin? I mean, I feel I've made such big mistakes now, reflecting on what you guys have said? I kind of still feel disturbed by the fact of marrying my cousin, but I'm wondering if I've done someting worse.
I think it is better for you to check the Laws of the US............when ever an under age person especially girls are issued passport in US..........they need a letter from parents..............plus they also ask if you are being forced to travel against your wishes to a foreign land.............check with an attorney!
That may delay it until you are 18..........then you can make your decision one way or the other!