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ok Bibi Ji. achchhaa…ho sakta hai ilaaqaaii lafz ho. hamaare lucknow ke ilaaq’e meN Khushkaa hii kahte haiN…i dunno…agar maiN aapke shahr meN hotaa to banaa kar Khushkaa aapko khilaataa tab saare raaz khulte k Khushkaa hai kia…lol
mujhe apne gaaoN ghar kii sab cheezeN bahooot yaad aatii haiN…pardes meN kuchh nahiiN miltaa insaan kia kia kuchh nahiiN khotaa kuchh paane ke liye maan baap, bhai bahen, rishtedaar, dost aHbaab…phir aaKhir meN insaan kaf-e-afsos maltaa hai k haaye hosh aayaa bhi to kitnii der meN…sorry i became emotional :)**
You actually did become emotional. Why don’t you go visit your family back home. They’ll feel nice & so will you. Also Kuch khota hai to paata bhi hai. If you focus on what you gained life automatically becomes more beautiful & after all most of the times aap such kuch unhi behan bhai aur maa baap kliye kar rahay hotay hain. Call them tonight & talk to them & you’ll feel better.
Oh & if anything you can call me Behan. Bibi & Baji are other two words I despise.
**salaam
i’ve booked and re-booked and canceled and recanceled my seat 3 times due to various reasons and i’m holding my airline ticket in ma hand as i write these lines trying to rebook. i’ll go soon insha Allah…during christmas break
my mom N dad are no more with us. they passed away a long time ago. ammaaN when i was 9 and abbaa when i was 15…still a kid back then but i do have sisters and brothers masha Allah and its for them that i go to India every year alHamdolillah. i do call them almost every other day. thanks for reminding and i’ll call them tonight as well, insha Allah
haaN, dikhaa de, ai tasavvur! phir vo subHo shaam tu
dauR peechhe kii taraf, ai gardish-e-aiyaam tu! :)**
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may be…u may have seen meN selling pankha in chandni chowk…lol
what other site do you visit? tell me about it then i might help u with that. i usuallly have my real name as my id but sometimes i use nicks as well. but i go ONLY to urdu sites literary sites fior she’r o shaa’irii.**