Life, a short beautiful journey with “Tests” of suddenly *losing *family members, money, status, honor…etc. or any form of physical or mental "pain".
One has to go through it at any stage of life, one way or the other, but the thing which I am afraid of is;
While going through such a phase…
…saying something of unthankfulness towards Allah (swt) because that would be negligiance of millions of blessings HE has blessed me with, throughout my life.
May Allah (swt) bless us with the strength of keeping our tongue and thoughts in control in tough times of life by recalling the infinite blessings Allah (swt) blessed us with. Ameen!
Allah (swt) knows and our mental capabilities are too limited to understand the wisdom behind "Decisions" of Allah (swt)
My worst fear would be me turned down by any friend of mine i always expected from, since for me, friends are more precious than anything i could have in this world, by my own choice. (Im excluding family here, since that is not a choice, so its beyond comparison) Being turned down or hurt by the friends is rather more killing. Friendship, meant to others or not, does mean to me, and means very much.
Life, a short beautiful journey with "Tests" of suddenly losing *family members, money, status, honor....etc. or any form of physical or mental "*pain".
One has to go through it at any stage of life, one way or the other, but the thing which I am afraid of is;
While going through such a phase...........
...........saying something of unthankfulness towards Allah (swt) because that would be negligiance of millions of blessings HE has blessed me with, throughout my life.
I never thought that this was my fear and that i wud b able to handle such a situations, but when i did i lost it completely. I lost so much faith in allah, said so many things that i knw i shoudlnt have. I think i just went to far and have lost all imaan.I dnt think i will evenr be forgiven for it Mayb its 2 late
I never thought that this was my fear and that i wud b able to handle such a situations, but when i did i lost it completely. I lost so much faith in allah, said so many things that i knw i shoudlnt have. I think i just went to far and have lost all imaan.I dnt think i will evenr be forgiven for it Mayb its 2 late
Sister, one of the biggest sins is to lose hope in Allah (swt)'s mercy.
Nothing is unforgiveable for Allah (swt) if one sincerely regrets ones false actions through sincere repentance "till death". So, still not too late...!
hmmm I guess after having been let down by family and friends and feeling the immense dissappoint, being ill and having pains, I dont really fear other than Allah and yet I am living in a state of hope that He is full of mercy...