You get married only once...

I understand but I believe our children should be our first priority. If I don't feel right for my kids to have a step-parent then I can live with lonliness and I expect from my husband to have the same mindset, of course I can't force him specially if I die.

My own father didn't get marry after my mom's death.....he lived alone for three years missing her everyday and I really respect my father for this.

Well, I'm glad I'm not the only one with this mindset and then we have Icono on men's side. :)