I was just saying that as of right now its hard to tell what will I do. It will depends on lots of things then.
For the sake of posting on GS I can say " yes sure I’ll marry her..blan blan blan" but in reality, it will come down to the situation and my state of mind at the time of decision.
Lets put it this way, I think I SHOULD do it but I am not sure what will I do