Re: Would you..?
I have spoken to her about how long time has passed since we met/talked properly but therer just hasnt been any response from her!
I have been thinking about it for long time now and it just feels like that I am trying to revive something that already might be dead....
I remember her behaviour during my engagement and wedding period. She was very cold and negative. and I gave the beenfit of doubt thinking that she is still depressed of some previous personal problems.
And she keeps talking negative about girls wearing hijaab when I m sitting in front of her with hijaab!!!
I also remember how she misused my name to get in touch with a guy, she had a crush on!but she would never ever help me finding out anyting about a guy I had a crush on - just an example of our relationship actually!
Then I remember how she was so angry at her school friend and told me that she had cut off all contact with her while she was telling me all details of her private life making me feel so sick and later she arranged a dholki for the same person - which made me wonder why she was so passive at my wedding but suddenly had the energy to arrange a dholki for a person who she didnt even seem to like!
Once a very special thing happened to me and she knew of it. She called me like a month later and says *oh, I called X (the same girl she arranged dholki for) in Pakistan (she was there for her wedding shopping I guess) and there was some credits left so I thought to call u and congratulate u" - making me think that I am just some secondary person to her....
After that I still tried to meet her everytime I went to visit my parents town but she always excused saying too much work to do. Once she even made an excuse that was obvious to anyone!!
Now I am going to my parents place for Eid. And I actually dont feel like asking her to meet me and perhaps again get to know that she doesnt have time for me. But I must admit tht despite whatever has happened I still do miss her and am genuinely worried about her!