I had to go,
I had no choice,
I wanted to tell you,
But couldn’t find my voice,
You were one in a million,
One of the best,
But for you I was nothing,
No different from the rest.
Now in the dark of the night,
When I’m all alone,
I’ll have to be strong,
To not pick up the phone,
Sometimes I will,
To silently hear your voice,
Then hang up,
I have no choice.
For the world,
I will be happy, i will be fine,
Only I know,
I’m torn inside,
But as the darkness spreads,
And envelopes me in a shroud,
I know there is a sun,
Behind this painful cloud.
I did try, I tried so hard,
To be a good friend,
But it was a secret hell,
So it had to end,
I hope you remember me,
Just once in a while,
I will always and forever,
With a tear and a smile.