Yea_Boii, thank you for the post as it shows that you are willing to think and question. This also gives us all an opportunity to ponder and learn. Imam Sadiq (as) said: Verily, knowledge is a lock and its key is the question!
I would like to ask you:
-In brief, what belief do you hold about the creator and the purpose of creation?
-What exactly would you like to see revelead by God that he has not already?
It is also narrated from Imam Sadiq (as), “It is not the right of Allah upon the people that they should recognize Him before He introduces (Himself) unto them. It is the right of the creatures upon Allah that He introduces (Himself) unto them. It is the right of Allah upon the people that when Allah introduces Himself, they should accept Him.”
Tauheed of Shaikh Saduq p. 412, H. 7