Do you ever hurt yourself
to give yourself some pain
to block out the memory
which just wont go away
Why dont they go away
Do you ever cut yourself and bleed
Stare at the wounds and not feel the pain
It’s like the sun quit shining
And the moon froze away
Do you ever just stare at yourself
Not wanting to do anything
But the tears just starts falling
fogging up everything you wanna see
I quit caring
hoping i’ll stop crying
I quit arguing
thinking it’ll get better
I quit hating
wondering if that will solve it
I quit believing
Knowing it’ll never come true
then why do i still bleed
even when i dont cut myself
Re: Why do I bleed
can understand the pain.
Be strong.
Re: Why do I bleed
See a therapist and read "Bright Red Scream."
It'll help.
Re: Why do I bleed
Why Should n't you not Bleed?
but then you will never heal,
if you never hurt yourself
as you will never feel
what you could
if you were
not
hurt..
& so, you hurt your self,
as it does occur often,
as if there is none
of it not happening.
much is hurtful, true,
a lot is painful, for real, too,
yet, 'not wanting to do anything'
quiting, caring, arguing or believing
is hurting too,
is hurtful too,
weeping, bleeding
screaming, hurting
silently,
does not hurt though
it dissolves the hurt
it absorbs that all what maybe hurtful to you
for sun will not quit shining
& moon will never freeze
& you will not want to stare
at your wounds, too.
for they will scar away
the more you chaff at them
but, if you will...only if you will,
let them be,
own them totally,
they will not cause you any pain
they will not hurt you ever
they will be yours to hold...
faithful, witness to your crying,
confident, of what you unravel here,
dignified, speakers of your courage
helping you to find healing than suffering
to stop the bleeding of you which you spoke! :)
Best,
Dushwari