Re: Why did you choose to keep living?
A stupid question? Perhaps. But it seems to be the only important question to me right now.
hmmmmmmm
you know once I suffered from some thing. I use to take pills. I bought them with all my the money I had. I use to sleep 16 hrs a day. hmmmmmm
I thought I was going to die. I want to be intoxicated till the time I thought I was going to die(like in a month are 2) -- (ppl said I had blackMagic spell --shrinks said acute depression)
Dude I did not die!!! BUT I got F-en bored of pills and being syht scared 24/7
I go to my self "WTF". Then I started running/punching and started dating a chick.(pakistani style---not too too deep)
You every thing else fell in the place it self. Living/surviving/fighting(for survival) was like redefined for me. From that point on.
hmmmmm
I dont know the reason why we want to live, BUT some where down in our soul we are animal too.
And animals have natural instinct to LIVE. And fight for survival.
If some thing touch that button in side you, you will never ask such a question!!!!!