so much it is to be taken truthfully
even the lies,
even the teary eyes and
that clearly show… when looked at sincerely
all that the mind holds in
some memories
all what never came about
some good times
all that there is dismaying
- your lessons in disappointment.
…
knowing what i know
about you
knowing what i see
you don’t share
clearly,
the good or the bad
together with what is being tried
so honestly at your end, but,
at times, we have nothing to defend
do we?
only if the lie was never spoken
only if the truth was held on to
only if no feelings were withheld
…
perhaps in planning or not previewing,
contemplating or subduing
caring to be cautious, overly indulgent
selfishly so, too
for not making the mistakes, suddenly
you mistook again
& you keep making the mistakes still again
…
but, one of your characteristics
your ill confidence in you
could not be overlooked.
it was pointed out to you.
it was said to you, done for you!
peace, comfort, care & understanding
were all offered to you.
a good friend, who could have been yours,
you forget, who did take the time to know you
but begot your failure, your confused detachment
…
& then, crossed you feel,
why did i risk
saying this to you?
you’ve been wandering
& you wonder, why?
Dushwari