*My best friend knows some stuff that I haven't told anyone else because she can relate better than anyone else I know. But most of my secrets are only for me to know...they are secrets afterall.
There is only one friend of mine that knows every single thing about me. The good, the bad and the ugly.
We have been friends since age 17 or 16 - I forget. I tell her everything because she doesn’t judge me, is **always **there for me and if I mess up…she tells me honestly. She is one of the kindest, gentlest and practical souls I know. So Alhumdulillah for having true friends that care for you.
My sister who is 1 yr younger than me knows every thing about me BUT i guess a few secrets here and there .... that is known only by my BFF whom I know since we were 7 or 8 yrs old. I do admit that there are some thoughts/wishes/secrets that NO ONE in this world knows (no biggies). I have blogged them in a private blog.
Who knows my deepest secrets?
No one, part of it is trust and part of it is that I don't want to burden others with something.
There are aspects of me and parts of my life that only some people know about but even then, if my closest friends through the years and family shared all their notes, and even postings here etc, they will not be able to put together much if anything.
I think my SO and my BFF know most of my "secrets" but then again, if it's something REALLY dark I don't like making myself vulnerable even in front of SO or the BFF.
As for my parents or family, I can't trust them w/ something so deep. I guess I'm just a person w/ a guard up at all times only letting it down in front of people I can trust 100% (ie, SO, BFF, my journal and so on)