How can i communicate to him?
As Salaht ul Meraj ul momineen
- Al hadeeth:saw:
look nowhere but inside yourself to find God.
in my heart?
or in my brain?
^ translate that!
Dear Furqan,
Pray.
Maybe join with a study group at your:
Church, Mosque, Synagogue, etc....
Read.
on the prayer mat after your prayers, hold up your hands and talk and say all that you wanna say - loudly or silently, that's how I communicate.
Sometimes...you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And, still, it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know, that if it ever did relent
...it would not be because it cared.
If you want to speak to God, then pray. If you want God to speak to you, then read the Qur'aan. If you want to acknowledge God, then just ponder over everything around you because you will see signs in Creation confirming God's existence.
This is from a Muslims perspective.
sigh
It’s the hadeeth. Prophet of ALLAH :saw: said that “Prayer (salah) is the meraj for a momin.”
Meraj was the event when Prophet:saw: had spoken to Allah :swt: directly; and as there is one more hadeeth which says that when you pray, pray as if you are seeing Allah but know that even if you don’t see Allah, He is definitely seeing (and listening) to you.
SALAM FURQAN
how are u? listen u could talk to Allah ta'ala jaan by praying ur namazs ok? u could talk to him by getting up early at night and prayer and talk to him...Allah ta'ala jaan is alwayz there with u.. he watch u allll the times...soo u could fine him every where...in ur heart, in ur mind, in ur prayer, in ur duas, in ur good intentions...Allah is with u all the times.in paak places.. please don't remember Allah ta'ala jaan in the bathroom which is not right..is a sin..okk?
thanks everyone :) i am feeling much better now. ..... u know its just that, when u go through so much in life, and like u feel like ur cursed from ur birth or something. Like the saddest things happen to me, da strangest things happen around me, ODD things happen around me. Like honestly, u must be like what da hell is this guy talking about, but trust me, weird stuff happens around me. I come from a moderate islamic family, and i alwayz had strong belief in Allah, but just as i grew older and older, and things got worst and worst, so i kinda started loosing faith. But....hold up......i aint giving up that easy! I know its just a test from allah and inshaAllah everything thing will get better!
God is inside you man. God is everywhere. So go to a mosque or a library ro a synogoue or mandir..wherever you want. take some time and think.
May Allah help you Furqan 
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*Originally posted by Furqan: *
Sometimes...you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And, still, it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know, that if it ever did relent
...it would not be because it cared.
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I can relate to that totally :-)
^ good to know that :)