when Allah Swt tests you beyond what you bear

Re: when Allah Swt tests you beyond what you bear

Or do you think that you will enter Paradise while such [trial] has not yet come to you as came to those who passed on before you? They were touched by poverty and hardship and were shaken until [even their] messenger and those who believed with him said, “When is the help of Allah?” Unquestionably, the help of Allah is near. (214) surah Al Baqarah

Assalamualaikum warahamtullah
The above ayat is answer of your post.
First i pray may Allah strengthen your emaan ,may Allah help all of those who are in difficulty ameen
Secondly i would say keep praying and keep sitting with people who are engaged with Allah’s work,with those who are learning Quran,teaching and acting upon it…seriously company makes you better inshaAllah… above all see the life of beloved muhammad sallal laho alehe wasallam full of hardship, he is role model.