what's happening to me ?

Re: what’s happening to me ?

neha, its not about what you want. Its about what Allah wants. Allah’s decision is the last. He is well aware of what our needs and wants are and which are legitimate and which aren’t

Like someone once said here ..

Jo Allah ne diya wo usski naimat
Jo Allah ne nahi diya uss mein usski hikmat
Jo Allah ne de ke waapis le liya, uss mein hamaara imtehaan.

See which one of it do you fall under. Regardless of that, always keep thanking your Lord.