i feel like crying now...i dunt want to be like this...so lifeless..hopeless and miserable...i want an END TO IT...
stop caring about little things too much.
I have read few of you posts, you got into this sticky mantle state because of your personality type.
I don't think you yet have energy to bounce back. I think its going to get worse before it start getting better.
Do your self a fav do some thing real wild. Smoke some weed or get drunk or some thing.
just break this vicious sphere you are in.