hmmmm
u know it happens to me so often and with such precision that some time I feel like... I am under training...
...then I as allah.....but training for what???
I can go on about it for long time.. but what ever moronity I do.. its get recorded some where... and almost under same circumstances.. I get it back... I swear Its a step short from hearing a voice from the sky... telling me... "stop being idiot" or "u think you are smart"
hmmmm
u know it happens to me so often and with such precision that some time I feel like... I am under training...
...then I as allah.....but training for what???
I can go on about it for long time.. but what ever moronity I do.. its get recorded some where... and almost under same circumstances.. I get it back... I swear Its a step short from hearing a voice from the sky... telling me... "stop being idiot" or "u think you are smart"
But alas! You don't learn anything from it....... do you?
you know in funny way..I feel very secure.. that some one is watching me closely..
I know I wont be doing some thing extremely worng ever in my life…
small mistakes just happen.. I do watch what I do… but some time your life gets crossed over by the ppl who get you into things.. and you let it happen… and as i siad.. it goes away… you think you are fine…You colllected a pretty moment out of life…
But like merry go around it completes the circle,comes back and hit you on the rear… Its pianful but… But NOW I know in a mystic way It was asked for…
I believe wholeheartedly that people reap what they sow in this world and in the hereafter. Us mere mortals will not always see or be privvy to Allah's "adal" or justice - but those who have ill-will towards others rarely know "taskeen-e-dil" themselves. While I am far, far far from perfect, this belief makes be very careful about how I interact with others - lest I hurt them and to the best of my ability, while I may hurt someone, I'd like to think it was done with a lack of malice.
On a related note (and I know it's much easier said than done) I also believe that to seek direct justice is wrong and to wish specific punishment for someone else's misdeeds has negative consequences for us. Instead, we should ask for Allah's justice and leave it to Allah to determine what is deserved (or not). If we leave it to Allah, we will be rewarded for our sabar and aqeedah.