now thats the problem .. .. she knows every single thing about me .. .. EVERY single tiny little bit .. what i am upto, my dreams, goals bla bla .. .. then what to open up .. :S .. I saw the change in her behavior after this opening up thingy .. .. she was all friendly before but after this “pact” (that we will open up) - she was so sweet and all different .. ..
am i holding - umm .. probably .. YES .. but I am not sure .. .. do i really stop ? probably yes, because i dun want to let my everything out if i am not surre that she is gonna be one .. .. .. .. she is reall really really really nice girl .. .. but i am not sure if we can end up together .. .. so prolly .. I am not being all that comfortable with .. :S ..