Re: what do u fnk
I can understand by what you have written. You need to have firm faith in God and strongly believe in what ever happens is best for you. Without firm faith in God life isnt much fun.
You need to get independant and get some financial independance. Be strong.
If there is some one destined to become your life partner he will be. Dats all what you have believe in.
Be positive, not being married gives you lot of independance that you can use to get so many other things done, that married women crave for.