Re: ur feelings towards suhaag raat
there is no "have", pinklove... you do what you're comfortable with, when you're comfortable with it.
otherwise, there is no meaning to it and all you're feeling is exploited and probably also shameful and embarassed. and that is not how you should be feeling! :)
if you're total strangers, unless you both look like supermodels, i'm sure there won't be much attraction because you don't know anything about each other and have nothing to base the attraction on. you'll know when you're ready to take that step with your partner and its ok to take your time with it.