Genius
All the feelings you mentioned above can be felt for any one close to you not necessarily have to be in a relationship to feel all that !!!
YOU DO NEED HIM AND YOU WILL BE UPSET IF HE LEAVES U (inshallah you both will live happly ever after ))
may be not as much as you were first time round..
and soon as you find some 1 else he will fade !!!
well you see…I am a different namoona…He will not fade unless he wants to fade…ofcoz i will be upset…like I was when I thought he wntd to leave me and that is why he was acting like a idiot…but I learnt how to deal with it…and I found GS!!!