Re: vulnerable
that means that in this case, the men and especially certain kind of men, suffer and that's not for me to feel sorry about, they choose it and so they must live with such an arrangement.
again, i won't have any empathy for such people, ever.
obedience of parents is one thing
betrayal is another.
former, does not have to precede the later.
if he was quick enough to propose, he should have prepared his mom to stand by him.
if he was feeding his ego - he is missing out on so much, he does not even know - most important - his impression that he left.
i am not going to say what it is that drives him or me, at least currently.
but what i do know is this that as clean hearted as i was and am -
i am at best disappointed in his cowardness
and at worst, forgetful of trust for him unless he will do something that will reverse all that he did.
which he wont as he is weak.
sadly, he did not give me the chance to be his strength.