Re: ur dream?
Cant you fulfil your dream 1, after fulfiling dream 2
This is what everyone says, that first stabalize yourself economically than learn religon, but sometimes I get impatient with the thought that I don't know how much life I am left with. May Allah forgive me.
I am thankful to Allah for everything and I am sure there is something better for me in what Allah has planned for me. (InashAllah)
Might be because whatever we get after prayers, pain and patience, we value it more.