I wrote this poem a long time back in 1982 but wanted to share it with you.This also reflects my antipathy towards hypocracy of our society.
Twaayuf
Tu bani kisi ghar ki zeenat
Main kisi kothay ki numaish
Tera khwaab hua haqeeqat
Rahi jhooti meri khwaahish
Aurat mujh main bhi thi,haaN,dafnaa di thi ziNda
Meri kahaani ki insaaniyat bhi ho jaayay sharmiNda
Meray khwaaboN ko sool-e-wehshat chraayaa teray ghar kay mardoN nay
Meri majboori ko tamaashaa banaayaa teray ghar kay mardoN nay
MaiNnay bhi tha muhabbat ka paak chaman basaayaa
Meri hasrat bhi thi ki ho koi ik mera apnaa sa saayaa
Magar Pait ki bhookh kay sun kar naalay
Waheshi aankhoN ka sunharaa bharam khaayaa
Lay gayaa yeh mard tera dilaasaa day kar basti-e-ghumnaam main
Phir aayaay humdard aur kitnay,aashnaa karaa gayay is muqaam say
Ab har raat ki dulhan hooN
Har shub nayaa humbistar hai
Yeh to bus jaanay hai dil-e-bismil mera
Ki roz lubraiz-e- zehar nayaa nashtar hai
Tu nasoor-e-tehzeeb kahay mujh ko,main teri hi behan hooN
Bus tu rahi kismet ki ameer,main wehshat ki rehan hooN
Daikhay jo aurat mujhmaiN
To tu sharmiNda hogi
Aura a jaayay gar yeh jazbaa sub main
To shaayud insaaniyut zinda hogi
Aj kal yeh media or Dary Haqiqat Mardon ny muhim chala rakhi hy Twaifon ko sati sawitri dikhany ki or shareef orton ko zalim or Khushqismat.
Zara khushqismati pochiy os orat ky dil sy jis ka shohar os ky haqooqy zojiat tu pory nahi krta magar Twaif ky pass dino rehta hy.
I was many times here b4 but thought OK yeh is bandy ki thoghts hain magar Ramzan main ehsas hoa ky likhna hy ju mery dil maun bhi hy.Twaifon ka parchar krny walon ko.
Agar yeh twaifin irada kr lain ky yeh Mrdon ko yeh nahi krny dain gi tu kr saktihain. Magar onhi apni kothian bangly bnany ki hawas hoti hyAik or flasfa bolty hain
Mazloom twaif kehti hy,
" Main tu on (mardo) ki atma ko shanti dyti hon Ju ghar ki orat sy thanky hoty hain Os ki garam mizaji sy Main tu Punhy kmatai ho," Hindu culture main tu shaid bat banti ho magar Muslamn mrd bhi wah wah khush hoty hain woh Musanify Bahishti Zewar need to be
kehta hy “os orat ki bipta suno bibion jis ka shohar na sirf Twaifon ky pass jata tha bl ky Twaifin frmaish krtin ky hmary liy zrda , pulao or kabab lao tu apni Bivi sy bnwata Ab socho is sabar ka Allah ny os bibi ko kitna jar diya ho ga BAs khamosh yeh na ho ky shohar ki burai dosron sy krti phiro”"… Guya ky Shohar ZINA JYSA AZEEM KARNAMA ANJAM DY RHA HY to bivi os ko full support dy gi tu bakhshi jay gi warna nahi.
Han ap ny Mard ka qasoor nikala magar yeh is qisam ky falsafy jyas main ny biyan kia hy Mard ko rasi dalny ky qail nahi opr sy Twaifon ko mazloom dikha kr kia sabit kr rahy hain ap LOG Ky Shreef ortin bhi TWAIFin ban jain tab hi kam chaly ga, had hy qison ki yeh nazam ya ghazal ju bhi hy aik traf qisy suno ky han ji aik orat ny twaif ky pass any waly mard ginny woh apni nmazon ky bawajud Jehanm main chali gai or woh MHAN twaif is ny aik kutty ko pani pila diya woh Janat main. Qrran main yeh qisaa nahi HAdees main nahi kahan sy tum ny dykh liya donon ka Anjam . I want to say yeh Mardon ny Shareef orton ko aziyat or apny zina BIL RAZA ko justify krny ky liy mashhoor kiy hain ky Bhai ham or hamari Rakhylin tu janati hai n Shareef Gahrylo orton Tumhar aAnjam chnaga nahi tum jehanami ho. What a philosophy.
Wah jis gharylo orat ka shohar sara pysa Twaif pr luta ta hy or phir Bachon ki bhi prwa nahi krta woh ghareeb orat gharon main bartan manjh manjh kr guzara krti hy os ka socho ky shohar ki kamai kha bhi rahi hy apny har singhar bangla mari sab pury ho rahy hain or banglo kothion main eh rahi hy os ki mazlomiyat ky charchy really nicceee:hoonh:
Woh tu hy magar gharelo orat ku tanny marna Twaif ko bhi zyb nahi dyta Main ju bat kr rahi hon on twaifon or mardon ki ju brza o raghbat yeh kam karty hain phir israr krty hain ky duniya main bhi Shareef orat tarpy or waid sunaty hain ky is zulm pr cheekhny chilany pr woh na sirf is duniya ky jehanam ka endhan ho hgi Akhrat main bhi Allah jahanam main daly ga ary yeh kia hy Sirf mardon ki apny ghalat kam ko protect krny ki koshish.
I am really aghast at the views expressed by the woen here.I was expecting a little understanding from our so-called educated n more fortunate women folk.i thought they will understand the pain of a prostitue who is forced in to a profession because of cheating by our males (many times relatives) nad sometime becuase of the circumstances.Who does like to lead a rspectable life,tell me honestly?
It is very easy to sit on judgement against those but just imagine yourself in those unfortunate circumstances which forces one to choose it n then judge.If u have a chil/children to feed or old n sick parents to look after or you are cheated into sexual blackmanil or many such circumstances.I was really sad to hear the commets.Makes me believe the cliche that "aurat is Aurat's dushman"
i donot want to be called a sint or something.i have admitted what we,males,.do but your comments were going too far against your own.
Climb down from that high pedstal n then judge plzz.
U r right that everyone has a right to his/her own opinion but what i said was to intitiate an honest debate not only among the readers but within ourselves too. We are many times too quick n harsh for others in giving judgments but are very soft when measuring ourselves.I didnot mean to hurt but to initiate an honest n intense introspection.Thanx
