Trying to Conceive (The highs and lows)

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Re: Trying to Conceive (The highs and lows)

@sonipari

Hey guys .. As you may know I had an ectopic december 2011 .. Ive have been ttc since with no luck .. Im doing everything I can .. changed myself to pray more .. Ive also started reading ayat kareema .. Ive done every mannat I know off .. I pray and pray and pray in the hope that my time will come .. but its soooooooooooooo hard .. words cant describe that pain .. every month your positive that this is it you have the symptoms but no ..
I got married nearly 2years ago .. I always wanted children quickly .. after my ectopic just cant seem to get pregnant .. its sooooo frustrating .. I just hate it .. when everyone around you is pregnant, getting pregnant or having a baby .. you just cant help the pain and the tears .. I do soooo much dua and do dua for all you lot aswell .. I wish no one ever has problems ttc .. what I am gong through I wish no one has to go through …
I have had most tests done .. my gynea wants to check tubes just to make sure they ok and to see what to recommend me .. Another problem with me is I dont do pain at all full stop .. cant go through blood test without crying/screaming .. my gynea has gave me two options .. dye test or laparoscopy .. I am sooooooo scared .. I want to have my tubes checked but the procedures .. dont know what to do .. she said the dye test will be uncomfortable and having cramping like pains but I cry with period pains .. and laparoscopy which I had with the ectopic was awful .. worst nightmare dont want to go through it .. I dont know what to do .. my appt for my decision is next week .. I need to tell her what I want doing .. Ive also heard soo many things about how painful the dye test was … Im sooooo stuck .. please help

Sister, May ALLAH ease your pain and bless you and all the girls with naik and healthy children. Ameen!