i feel **** and depressed
sumtyms one word can change ur life forever
i regret sayin yes to my bf..cos ryt now im hurt angry and confused cos of him
and i am sooo stupid cos i know i will say yes to marryin him..and wil ruin my life
its been 5 days since he talked to me..hes done it before ..cos of family problems..but not this long
its painful not knowing how he is…or where he is..i have no way of contacting him..but by email…and he hasnt even bothered logging on to read them
im messing my head up…stressin myself out and crying myself to sleep not knowing how he is
i want to forget about him before he totali ****s my head up 
i want to forget about him before he totali ****s my head up :(
^you should totally do that.
its not easy ..guess i make it harder for myself..alot harda
neeed to try harder
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Whats happend hunni? Maybe if you tell us whats happend we can give you advice?
I know how you feel. And its very hard its not easy at all. Love is so painful...
its not easy ..guess i make it harder for myself..alot harda neeed to try harder
Ofcourse it won't be. But who said life was easy :(
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thats the thing.....nothing happened
im just worried about him.... its been ages ..im scared hes done something stupid :(
and yeeep love is painful! lifes so much better when ur not involved with guys :)
but u realise once its too late
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Once u get too much used to person and ur routine is not complete without him,this happens.sorry to know.
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Delete him and move on with your life.
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Why wud he do something stupid? How come u can only contact him by email? How long have u 2 been together? If he's rejected you i know it hurts but in time you will get over it. And what did you say 'yes' too?
Delete him and move on with your life.
easier said than done.she doesnt seem to be a robot to me who takes a commands and does the next second.This is about emotions.
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if he rejected me it would be easier ..but he hasnt
i sed yes to being with him...hes the first one ..nd i been with him nely 2 yers
i dont hav his numba nomore..he rang everyday..everynyt off private
and i just keep thinking hes going to do something stupid...cos he thinks about everything too much ....hopefulli hes okay
and i want to move on,knowing how **** hes made me feel over the last weeek
and even before that...hes probably made me cry more thn hes made me smile over the last few years ...but i blame myself and think it will get better
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Jo GuZaR GaYa So GuZaR GaYa
Na gila kiya na khafa huwe, yunhi raastey mein juda huwe, Na wo bewafa na main bewafa,
Jo GuZaR GaYa So GuZaR GaYa
Wo ghazal ki ek kitaab tha, Wo gulon mein ek gulaab tha, Zara deir ka koi khawab tha,
Jo GuZaR GaYa So GuZaR GaYa
Wo udaas dhoop sameit ker, Kaheen wadiyon mein utar gaya, Use ab na dey mere dil sada,
Jo GuZaR GaYa So GuZaR GaYa
Ye safar b kitna taveel hai, Yahan waqt kitna qaleel hai, Kahan lout ker ab koi aayega ?
Jo GuZaR GaYa So GuZaR GaYa
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Why wudnt u have his number tho? Have you never asked for it?
2 years? ... im confused hunni sorry
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You've been together two years and in all that time he has been calling you from a private number? So you don't actually have a number for him?
Odd.
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^ Thats what im confused about? How can you be with sum1 for 2 years and not have a number. Thats very odd..
Why dont u tell us ALL ur story? because seriously it doesnt make sense...
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i have beeen with him 2 years..i have alwais had his number
up until 2 mnths ago...he lost his phone and has been using his olda bruthas fone
in all that time he never got his own sim and gave me his yunga bruthas number incase anything happened ...annd i dnt kno wat ive dun with it :(
and am sorri if it seems odd to u
^ awww come here n give me a hug 
Sweety, u know what to do, right? Get over him! Yes its hard BUT u know him better than the rest of us and u urself said that he made u cry more than he made u smile… don’t u dare cry anymore! No more tears yaar!
I’ve said this before that u deserve much better… can u imagine the kind of husband he is gonna be???
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Forget the one who forgets you...and move on.
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just wnt to say thankyou to everyone that replied...it hellped :)
he got in touch ...family problems and exam stress...apparently
just need to end it now...wenever i see him..because hes isnt worth my tears
once again thankyou :)
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Awwww :(