guys early this morning i experienced the most frightening khwaaab ever in my life to date. i don’t know what happened but i completely freaked out. i woke up from it at 3 a.m. and couldn’t sleep afterwards. my head, feet and chest felt really heavy as if their was some sorta buag on me…all of my body infact was boiling, my mouth felt so dry as if i hadn’t drank water for months. from as far back a si can go, i can recall having a ishara in my khawaab which led from my brother to my mam and other family memebrs.. then i saw a dagger a big one piericing the body and a hand twisting it into the zakham… before i saw myself being killed!!!
i personally don’t believe in bad dreams at all, i feel its’ just shaitaan’s way of breaking into u but this dream has shook me a little. its’ not everyday dat u see yourself dying infront of your eyes is it! and i then came downstairs from my bed, told me ammi hazoor about it and ‘kadiya apraa sirh sadqaa’ … may allh forgive my sins, amen
when i woke up @ 3 a.m. from this havenaak khwaab i just started praying and afterwards my thought deviated to gupistan and some of you guys here believe it or not 
i was just thinking kai i have spent so much time of my life here over the last 3 years maybe dat’s why i had a ishara here or maybe i don’#t know why gupistan came to my mind at that time.
i’m a little shaken by this and i wanted to share it with you guys. i don’t know maybe allah subhana wa’tala tested me for some ghalti/kotai i have done.
anyhow gand their r some naik souls on here, plz keep this ghareeb in ur supplications gracias.
jazaks’
