if i compare the two relationships i was heads over heels for the first one... maybe i dont wanna go in the deep again... But i really want to be this one... im just wondering out aloud for everyone to see if im makin a mistake if i propose to her knowin i dont love her like i loved my first...
IMO you probably "think" it was deep cuz it was a thrilling relationship for you.... a faceless, mysterious girl ...... far away somewhere, who you didn't know at all. While this other girl you probably meet now and then and know personally, woh mystery nahin hai na. Analyze your feelings first..... was it really love with the 1st girl? Or was it the thrill and the msytery factor? I would say hold off on the proposal thing, get your feelings sorted out first..... let the hurt heal and take your time.