So heres my e-story. Once upon a time i said i wouldnt fall in love espeically over the effin net… HOW LAME! So my Dost he was dropping game wiv a female, she was okay i guess, i talked to her over the phone and via msn. But they were talking for a while and apparently it was serious he wanted to marry her. But She had some issues and she decided to end it by telling him she got engaged/married. But they kept talking and i found out and told her to get the heck out of my dosts life, he doesnt need that drama in his life, Poor fella was depressed and she kept diggin at him. She claimed she loved him ect i told her off and that was it. At and it did end eventually but there was a reason.
So the Saga continues fast foward to me, so i talked to some girl durin this time. I brushed her off, couple of months latre she resurfaced and for some odd reason i started to talk to her again.. We talked a lot on msn, then we used to txt each other a lot which lead to phone calls. It was Insane i never felt abt some1 like this before. It was intense and amazing. I was in love. It was unreal. During this duration my dost would tell me lady X ( the girls he was in love ) would come and go . I told him yo let that girl go, not worth the stress or time, so i emailed her telling her yo u need to stop talkin to my dost.
Fast forward, As all good things it came to a crashing end. I found out Lady X and girl i was in love was the same girl, Worst part is she didnt tell me, i found out the hard way, she claimed she told me in a indirect way. WTF is that?? come on man. But i was in love and i forgave her and started a rift between me and my dost.. We werent friends anymore . It gets worst after a month of this bombshell she told me Her name wasnt lady X or girl i knew her by and called. But by a different first name and brand new life. So Ms. Sheikh claimed she loved me and would do anything for me. I Dunno i had to break way from this, yes i cried .. i tried to regroup myself. I eventually gave in to my feelings and called her a couple times but she said she had moved on… But why did i still have feelings for her??? i dunno she might have changed her number..i dunno…
But heres the thing now, i like this other girl, and i love her…But its the not same love i felt for Ms. Sheikh . Now i feel like im leadin this girl on, cuz on the intesntiy level its lower and i know.. I dunnno im soo confused
thank you Ms Sheikh I dunno wat spell u got on me, but its totally fcuked me in the head. So heres a shout out to you and your lovely ways that got totally bonkerd
( this soong is how i felt and still feel , but i she probably doesnt give a rats arse ) i dont want her back or hate her for it, i called to see maybe friendship was in our faiths…?? i dunno
Sorry people for the mis-spelled words and lack of grammar, or utterly not makin any sense at time… but i felt like i should write and let it out … and not be bothered by readin it and checkin it for mispelling… So give me some advice wat to do on the relationship and not my spelling =)
. Thanks God i wasnt a part of it. When they found out that they were both loving the same girl, they got pissed. But they didnt fight with each other, infact they stayed as ‘closed friends’ and took revenge on that reatrded girl.
Perhaps it got lost during vacuuming 
