^ Your comments show that you see the risk but you don’t care and are willingly stepping into a field of landmines because of how this girl/lady makes you feel.
You’ve made this all about you and the desire to reconnect and get the gratification of a renewed acquaintance/friendship/romance - that’s pretty selfish on your part to disregard how everyone else may be impacted by a friendship that only serves your desire to relive a part of your youth.