OK, I hate certain kinds of people. I am going to list them down.
I think hate is a pretty strong word. I do not hate these people. I am just bewildered as to what goes through their minds when they do this.
OK then there are those people that have emotionless happiness on their faces. They are lost in their own little world. Flashing fake smiles on their faces. Why flash a fake smile? People are not dumb they will know something is wrong. You the fake smile flasher will not tell them what is wrong and then khwamakhwa mai they will get hurt.
I have become too desensitized. Nothing ever matters to me anymore.
the mere fact that you havestarted this thread is a proof enough that you have not become 'desensitized' to an alarming extent, or maybe you have but not completely:)...thats quite encouraging i guess.....and if there's a little bit of it left you can nourish and make it grow.../the prob is how?....others facing this kinda prob usually engage themselves in activities like sports, or community/volunteering services or anything in which team work is involved...this way u build up that care for others slowly, bit by bit....and this care/attachment may in turn make u more sensitive towards others in general.....the only tough part here i guess is being confident and making yrself believe that u can do it....start it with a positive approach and keep your goal in yr mind(in this case yr goal being 'sensitivity'.....and challenge yrself....i like doing that and find that it works, coz i dont like to lose, or be defeated when challenged...so the act of challlenging myself really helps...the attitude that 'what's teh big deal in it that i cant do it?'.....well i hope this proves to be beneficial for u too as it has for others....
and am glad that u do realise that hate is a very strong word/emotion, that u'd ratheer not use......and for the fake smile part....well i do that too:D.....and am damn good at it,...no one even realises that it's fake:D.....sometime's people do it coz they dont wanna burden other's with their probs....