that god shows us in our childhood, this world is a magical place where you can see the beauty in everything and everyone around you, then we grow up and make up concepts, wants, lusts, pre-occupations, judgements, labels and expectations for ourself and the world
so we make ourself blind to this beautiful and magical world
we call ourself adults, and we believe that we understand anything with our logical mind, so we loose the magical sight
BUT
if you try and truly look at all the pleasures and satisfactions outside of your heart, you will experience it as something that always ends, and yet we always grab for it and want it to stay, so we become sad
AND
if you try and find the beauty and god within, and let go of your wants that you THINK will make you happy
if you truly let them go, you will get back to this perfect and beautiful world that is always waiting for you to stop wanting your own confused version of the world, when you stop wanting, ALL Will come to you
why do you think malangs are always so happy, and children are always so happy?
they dont define themself and the world, they simply experience!
good luck, and remember to smile and NEVER Judge yourself in any way!
hope to inspire someone, this is straight from my heart 