So Im more of the person who likes to put myself in impossible situations, watch myself wriggle and weasel about while i notice the nooze tighten around myself and then rejoice when i save myself from impending doom.
whats your peculiar way in which you kill your potential and ensure an early, violent demise?
I take it this isn't chess you're talking about?
have you noticed, when you do this, you do so almost as though you are unaware of it, yet some distant part of ure mind is fully aware of your actions???
its like watching a movie that your somehow related to
i wonder, has it got anything to do with emotional detachment??
:)
i do write scripts in my head for magnificent saves i guess..
what do you mean by emotional detachment?