THe 'understanding' issue

yes i am. and oh yea i have tried to engage myself but maybe i am heads over heels in love with him. Everything, every way leads to him. I read this twilight series and all i could think while reading was how he was like edward once and he i s no more like that. cooking, i don't think is a good option. My mind keeps straying around.

I might sound crazy to some people but trust me when u are too sensitive and these things happen, u can hardly figure out a non crazy way of thinking.