The thing is each time i tried ignoring him, i felt i was being unjust and that i would end up hurting him. and whenever i leave him alone so he misses me, i start missing him and that too like a freak lol. Thats probably where the problem is. I know he takes me for granted. There was a time i just wanted to be his good friend and not be committed thinking of all these problems. He did all the nice things to make me believe he would be an outstanding lover and bla bla. Now things are totally opposite and that hurts me. I mean its hard to digest when u become entirely insignificant to someone to whom u were nucleus to everything.
These things would have sounded entirely kiddish to me had i not experienced this lol