My relationships with the people around me are changing again.
Some people I feel as if are drifting apart from me. While from others I feel I am drifting away.
People that I wasn’t that close to before are closer to me than ever before.
People that I thought I could never get close to ever again are nearer to me than a short time ago…
Most of all, I hate the drifting away part.
I hate it. I hate the fact that things are changing again. And I also hate the fact that perhaps, things will never be the same.
I hate this portion of Life itself.
oh man, that so sounds like me.
:( i know it sucks doesn't it. People i don't want to get close to, are getting close to me. And vice versa. i hate change too.... i wish i could live in a frozen bubble world forever. Very unrealistic though.
At least you're not alone, believe me.
totally understand.. but kiya karay?
You can control yourself but not others.
It happens to everyone yaar so don't worry :)
thanks guyz for your words. i am glad to know that i am not the only one who feels this way. it is horrible...this feeling inside you, almost like eating you up, some might call it anxiety, it is unbearable. i just can't stand that fact that i might just get apart from my best friend...it is just horrible. wish i DID live in a bubble...
awww 
i feel the same sorta thing happening… a friend of mine calls me her best friend as we share pretty much everything.. but somewhere deep down i feel she doesnt totally understand me.. and people i only meet once or twice a year, totally get what im saying so i confide in them more openly… i hate it
awww 
don’t you hate it. i mean how can i be more open to some people that i knw for just a few months, and while i am able to confide into my friend that i know understands me, i just feel like he has stopped confiding in me or whatever it is. and then i try to think if it is something that i did or said or what? i just can’t figure it out. and on top of it all, i can’t even tell me friend this stuff
i think it just happens with time... sometimes when ur with someone alllll the time, u lose the value of the friendship. My dad always tells me that, he says to keep respect in friendship, u need to have some distance... i dunno he says it in urdu..
i think some people are just more open in nature, thats why u can confide in them easily..
sigh that is the tradegy sadzzz. i am not with my friend all the time. the only time that we are able to talk to each other in the first place is good ol' MSN. and seeing each other, woh to door ki baat hai. itifaaqan hum koi meeting rakh laitay hain. and then i don't want to be any kind of chipkoo kinda friend, u know, ALWAYS there no matter what, and being nosy and all...
But i think the part about some people being more open, that is why you can confide...or maybe i just like to lay open my troubles to everyone....
hehe i think it just happens. Sometimes we get so used to the advice one friend gives us, we need to talk to someone else to get a better picture... well thats what i think
ive ahd a friend for 3-4 years, and till now shes still very formal with me, whereas other people are so laid back and i think that helps